Know le

recently read her blog also saw she say she miss someone..
At first i thought it's me..
But now i know i wrong le..
It wasnt me..

whatever title la..

She dowan me find her..
But i miss her..
Holding my phone wanna sms her..
But i dun dare..
Kos i scare she angry..
But how long would it be..
I still waiting for Her..

Worth..

5am, maybe it's just a meaningless time for u all because most probably u guys are still on bed by this time..
But for me, it is a very important moment of a day..
She wakes up daily at 5am, she online at 5am...
What to do with me?
Well i just wait her to wake up daily at 5am..
Then i chat wit her, webcam with her..
This is the only chance in a day i can chat with her and webcam with her to see whether she is ok anot, happy anot and so on..
I can't ask for more, just a short moment for me to chat and cam with her will do for me..
its sat and sunday, i will be working and she is not going to school..
So no 5am date for me..
Will miss her..

KTV day

Today i went neway with my best buddies...
12pm when Chuan Yang call me..
"Hello u can come down edy, i reach ur house liao." he said..
"HAR! I HAVENT BATH WAN LEHS! WAIT ME AWHILE I VERY FAST DONE!" actually is i havent wake up when he call me LOL..
then i fast fast go bath and go down wait him..
then need to go and fetch ken, got short way we dunno use, then we both gong gong go use the long way, LOL again...
after that we sing from 1pm to 7pm haha not bad sial, all sing till like damn "song"..


Again... Missing her when i was singing..
How i wish she is here and then i can sing songs for her..
Although my singing not nice, but i still hope i can sing for her..
It's good and happy that we can sing for our love one isn't it?
When can the day come?
I still waiting..

Boring day...

Working as usual today, 6pm to 10pm..
Super sianz day, i only served 3 customer during these 4 hours, and non of them buy WTF!
As usual.. Miss her when working..
No suprise bahs.. no matter whenever and whatever i doing i also miss her wan..
Don't know she got read this blog anot..
I MISS U AR!

Today..

Slept at 7am LOL, then 10.30am wake up liao kos need to meet up with my form6 Buddies..
Reach OneU at 11.20 then go newey sing sing sing till 2pm..
Movie time after that.. Demon and Angel... What a movie, fantastic!
But today i cant concentrate on what i did..
When sing K will think of her..
When watch movie will think of her...
I REALLY miss her!
But i know.. there is something that just wont fall to me..
She is such a great girl...
While i am just a super ordinary guy..
and luck is liddat...
Good things nv happens on me...

EmoIng...

Today suppose to be a day that i spend with the one i love..
But things change and hard to predict...
Now i am alone at home missing her..
Emo alone..
I hope tat she will be ok, though i know it is hard..

Feel guilty...

Make her sad yesterday,but thats not what i want to do...
What i want to do is just chit chat with her about normal thing..
but i dunno why in a sudden i go talk about those sad things..
FARK MYSELF!
Fucking hate myself now..
Now i dun dare find her le..
I dowan to bring anymore trouble to her..
Maybe after awhile only find her back bahs...
But when will it be？

Disappointed

Again and again..
Hopes given and taken away..
3rd time liao i guess...
so yeah... :)
I change my working time...
everything i changed just for the day..
and now it will nv come..
i just dunno how...
speechless...

Waiting...

It's 2.38am.. waiting 5am to wake her up..
haha its kinda enjoy to wake her up u know..
feel like at least there is something i can do for her..
Tired? Not tired at all..
when listen to her voice in phone tat makes me feel happy..
Siao kia? no i feel tat it is worth it, its worth to wait whole night and can listen to her voice...
talk to her seems like something i enjoy the most now..
Miss her alot, hope she knows how much i miss her...

HAIZ..

She said she called me tat name mistakenly..
I thought..
Nvm..
Will give her the best 2 days in her lifes..
I'll love her as much as i can in these 2 days..
No regrets..

Tio ignore

Whenever she online on msn, sure i will go and chat with her...
But i always kena ignore wan..
happy happy go chat tio pour cold water @@
Maybe she dun like to talk to me?
Dunno lehs..

I miss her!

She is just like my angel..
She brought colour to my life..
She brings smiles and tears to my life..
Everytime when listen her voice in phone..
My heart will feel peace and that gives me energy to continue on everything that i wanna do..
Still can remember the first day i together with her was 15th of april..
I won't forget this day..
She asked for break up 2 days ago..
i don't want to but i got no choice..
Because i cant force her to be with me if she don;t want to..
But my heart is still hers..
Just wanna tell her..
You can come back anytime..
forever there will be a place in my heart that reserve for you..
i love you..