HAIZ..

She said she called me tat name mistakenly..
I thought..
Nvm..
Will give her the best 2 days in her lifes..
I'll love her as much as i can in these 2 days..
No regrets..

Tio ignore

Whenever she online on msn, sure i will go and chat with her...
But i always kena ignore wan..
happy happy go chat tio pour cold water @@
Maybe she dun like to talk to me?
Dunno lehs..

I miss her!

She is just like my angel..
She brought colour to my life..
She brings smiles and tears to my life..
Everytime when listen her voice in phone..
My heart will feel peace and that gives me energy to continue on everything that i wanna do..
Still can remember the first day i together with her was 15th of april..
I won't forget this day..
She asked for break up 2 days ago..
i don't want to but i got no choice..
Because i cant force her to be with me if she don;t want to..
But my heart is still hers..
Just wanna tell her..
You can come back anytime..
forever there will be a place in my heart that reserve for you..
i love you..

Moody days

I have been moody this few days..
I dunno why..
Just no mood, emo ing.. even now..
Tonight gonna go to zhong xian's bday party..
I hope tat will help abit..
I dun wanna to be so emo...
tat makes me suck in everything..
game and everything..
Hope i will be happy back..
Be back the real me...

My dad ( LOL wat a joke)

it's 4.30am now..
My mum is crying in her room..
Why?
Bkos of my useless dad..
Today again he come home late,its like 10 minutes ago he reach home?
My mum was so worry about him, worry him accident or etc..
But my dad nv care, he nv bother about my mum anymore..
He is been like tat for 2 years edy..
Everyday drink till late late at those Karaoke with China women..
Hug them( and he tell my mum that he anggap thos china women as mum WTF is tat?)
I feel like go inside my mum room and whack my dad now..
A guy that make a girl cry will nv be a true man..
Somemore tat girl is a girl tat he love..
Well.. this man cant be safe..
We tried.. And yet we fail...
So god bless him bah...
I can see his future will got no son or anybody to care him..
BB to this man..

my day today..

My bday today..
WEEEEE....
but seems normal..
don't feel any excite..
wanted to sms somebody but..
typed the msg and delete and type again and delete again..
and the msg nv send out..
LOL...
and i think of my mum..
she must be very very pain when she bringme to this world 22 years ago..
must sayang her more..
so i go and buy her famous amos..
hope she like it ^^...

How long ago is the last time i write a thing in my blog?
Oh.. a month ago... i've been super lazy to blog...
Haha... maybe is because there is nth special to write about?
everyday seems to be the same for me..
Wake up> go college> go home rest awhile> go work> go home sleep
this thing keeps repeating every single day...
for saturday and sunday is even worst, work for the whole day..
Argh... when can i end this kind of shit life..